Things have ceased to surprise me anymore. I don’t know why. More so because i’m supposed be. My inability to appreciate the ephemeral wave of nascent events hinders the possibility of the tiny orgasm one gets when pleasantly surprised. It bothers me. Have I been-there-done-that? Not enough to make me lose my surprise boner.
And i am not talking about the unpleasant ones simply because they just keep on coming. You could be a 100 years old and seen the world, but you can never really say which screw up is going to happen this time. May be that’s why managers hate surprises...can you blame them?.
But why does everything seem mundane? Even when i’m doing it for the first time. Playing a new game...talking to some new chick...going to cool places...everything has lost its lusture. Maybe i’m doing all the above at the wrong time, or may be i’m just at the wrong place.
I’m not high right now...so i guess i’ve got problems.
Peace bros
One love.
